Shalamar Institute of Health Sciences
A Moment of Weakness
Young healthcare professionals inevitably face the death of a patient early in their careers, a moment that challenges both their emotional resilience. While some are deeply affected, others cope differently, yet all must navigate this reality and continue providing compassionate care. This poignant poem by final-year medical student Kashaf Naveed captures the emotional turmoil of losing a first patient, highlighting the balance between empathy and strength that defines the medical profession. Through vivid imagery and raw emotions, it pays tribute to the dedication of healthcare workers who persevere despite the weight of loss.
Being a curer, I believed in my ability
Keeping in mind, shouldn’t lose my humility
Being guided by oath I swore to treat
The patients who were desperately in need
I walked in my ward for the first time
Being bold and courageous, soft and kind
Ailing patients on beds, with paling eyes
Some were numbing, distressing and profound cries
Still there was one with ventilator but eyes gleaming
his hope, will and confidence not failing
He held my hands enduringly with trust
His milky face, hoping me to do what I must
Applying all the wisdom and acumen I acquired
the best ways of medication I tried
But after some days, grimed with grief and sin
I remember losing first patient of mine
The moment of weakness I came across
I was mourning over the terrible loss